My Lil' Darlings...

Thoughts-My Ryan has turned 3

2008-07-03T00:03:00.015+08:00

Time really flies, still remember 3 years back, 28 June 2005, this time of the year, I delivered Ryan and now my darling boy has turned 3.

Somehow don't know why, suddenly have alot of mixed feelings when my darling Ryan turned 3. Guess I can't believed that I have been a mummy for 3 years already, not only to one darling but a mummy to two darlings.
Is so UNBELIEVEABLE!!

Can't really imagine, a small baby growing and staying in my tummy, for nine months, now have become so big and growing bigger everyday.

It is very amazing how motherhood is and how it has transformed me. IT has taught me alot of things, and I'm still learning everyday. Besides that it also makes me do alot of things that I never thought that I will do. Things that I'm afraid to do but still I have to pluck up my courage to do it for them. It sort of like "brush" and gear me up to be more brave for the sake of my kids.

Most important lesson that I have learned - SELF-LESS LOVE. I cannot be as wilful as before, cannot be self-centered. I have to think of them in everything I do. I will do anything for them, even to the expense of sacrificing myself, putting down my pride etc.

There are alot of ups and downs, hardships..the road is definitely not easy, in fact quite bumpy but of cos there are alot of joys and laughter along the way.

Many things have happened and everything happened too fast. It made me realised that most of the time in life, we tend to take alot of things for granted. We will only start to treasure what we have when something suddenly happened and we have lost it.

Very sadly and unfortunately, i'm one of such people. I used to think that there is always time but in fact, time waits for no one. If you don't seize the moment and do it, you will never have another chance. Just like my darlings' childhood, once I missed it, it will always be lost. In life, we do not always get a second chance, so we should grab it while we can.

Often it is already too late when we come to this realisation. I try to seek for answers but realised there is no answers to everything and that's life.

I have always wished to marry a man that I loved whom also loved me back and accept me for who I am. Together, we will build up a family that belongs solely to us. We will have our own children - one boy and one girl. Our boy will be the eldest and our girl will be the youngest. We will raise them up, watch them grow up, graduate, work, start a family of their own, the arrival of our grandchildren and growing old together.
This has always been my dreams. IT all came true for the first few parts.

What is HAPPINESS? I realised that very very little and simple things in life can be a form of Happiness. This is what my happiness is. I could not have ask for more and I should not have any regrets already.

You never know,
when you'll find,
what your heart is yearning for,
all you seek,
could be there,
just a breath away.

What I have always wanted - is right here in my arms. They are the best things that have ever happened to me.
I should count my blessings, treasure it and be contented with what I have:
MY precious darlings - Ryan and Chloe!

It's magic, when you are here beside me
Close your eyes and let me hold you tight
Everything, that I could ever need is
Right here in my arms tonight

My love... Is always with you
Whether near or far
How sweet to hold you
Right here in my arms tonight

I do not know what will happen tomorrow, the day after tomorrow or in the future. Who knows I may not be around tomorrow or live long enough to watch my darlings grow up.

But I do know that just like every mother in this world, my greatest wish is that my darlings will be healthy, grow up to be a good and useful person and most important of all, be HAPPY always, have a positive outlook and never GIVE UP in life no matter what happens.

Mummy loves you!

Back again

2008-07-02T23:34:00.003+08:00

Guess people might be wondering..what happen to me? After I put down i'm back in action and then i disappear again.
Well, now I'm really back.so just bear with me for the time being and be patient. :P

Ryan's 3rd Birthday-in childcare

2008-06-27T23:40:00.000+08:00

Today Ryan celebrated his birthday in childcare with his friends.

I have prepared goody bags and cupcakes for each child.

Alantis

2008-06-27T01:25:00.005+08:00

Took leave today as I brought goody bags and cupcakes to Ryan's Childcare Centre for the kids.

Late afternoon,after Ryan and Chloe woke up from their naps. Initially wanted to bring them to the museum to see Mozart but no time. So in the end, I brought them to Alantis instead.

Finally!! I'm back in action!!

2008-03-25T00:23:00.002+08:00

It has been a long time since I last updated this blog.
After a long time and hard time...I finally managed to get into my blog with my google account..I can start updating now..YIPPEE!!!!!!

Which hairstyle is nicer?

2006-12-07T23:37:00.000+08:00

Which hairstyle suits mi better, with hair or botak?? I prefer to have hair leh .. and I can't wait for my hair to grow long long, so that Mummy can put on those nice nice hairclips which she has bought for mi!! ;P

Barney Barney Barney!

2006-12-07T23:09:00.000+08:00

Today mummy brought mi to see Barney again..and this time,is with Auntie Eve,Ashley,Auntie Edi and Esher...it was super diiiii fun!!
We even took pic with Barney,BJ and Baby Bop..

Hey, look..my backpack nice or not??

It is a Barney backpack which mummy bought for mi!!! hehe...Ashley also has one..nice siah!!

2 days before turning 2 mths old!

2006-12-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

Today, Daddy suddenly took out the camera to take pics of mi!! Look at how much I have grown..more hair now.. :)

Double eyelids

2006-11-19T23:23:00.000+08:00

Hmm..wonder why today the double eyelid on my right eye came out..so now I have pretty double eyelids... can see boh??

Ryan and Chloe

2006-11-07T14:26:00.000+08:00

This Ryan ah..ask him to take pics with Chloe,he gives mi so many patterns..like very shy like that..

Ryan and Chloe

2006-10-19T11:47:00.000+08:00

Finally managed to take a pic of Ryan and Chloe together...is tough trying to take pic of both of them.

I'm Lil' Chloe

2006-09-06T00:36:00.000+08:00

Hello!! I'm lil' Chloe!! I can't wait to see everyone and the world that I decided to come out on 6 Sept at 9.39pm...

I have another new TOY!

2006-08-07T13:30:00.000+08:00

Initially Mummy bought the stylo milo Tefal kitchen set for mi..but hor..it is too small liao...so she went to exchange for other things.. and bought mi this bigger kitchen set..

It was being delivered to us on Sat, Daddy quickly assembled for mi as I can't wait to play with it...keke... :P

My 1st Kitchen Set

2006-08-02T19:46:00.000+08:00

Mummy bought me,my 1st Kitchen Set and it is Tefal one...so stylo milo...got sound and light somemore...when you open the oven,the light will lit up.. I enjoyed playing with it..

hmm..where should I put this chicken?

WOW..the stove got light and sound one..

Young Picasso

2006-08-01T19:41:00.000+08:00

Hmm...look at drawing that I drew...Do I look like a young Picasso??
Daddy said the drawing looks like a dancing ant...What do you think?? :P

Mummy's ai xin muffins

2006-07-31T23:30:00.000+08:00

Inspired by Auntie Tang Ling...Mummy decided to have another go in baking her ai xin muffins for mi...

This time round, the muffins can be considered successful lah..cos it can be eaten...n mummy gave mi some to eat...yummy yummy...nice nice..though mummy only gave mi some(cos is already 9 plus at night liao), but i still ate it happily...anyway she promised to give mi more tomorrow...

New receipe

2006-07-31T09:41:00.000+08:00

Nowadays, mummy quite on into baking and making new dishes for mi...cos she thinks that I must be feeling very bored eating almost the same kind of food everyday...

So,she starts by steaming fish with abit of soya sauce,olive oil and water...then stir-fry vege.., baked muffins(which I don't get to eat cos too hard liao) and even baked mi fisherman's pie...

Ya hor...and not forgetting,we went BBQ on sat...and mummy bbq this salmon with lemon in aluminium foil for mi to eat...

Yesterday,she cooked broccoli porridge and baked cheese salmon for mi to eat..quite nice leh...

Mummy's "Ai Xin" Muffins

2006-07-26T21:49:00.000+08:00

Mummy tried baking some "ai xin" muffins just now...but she baked it in the oven for too long liao..so the muffins became very hard..like biscuits...
hence I dun get to eat it... :(
but nevermind...Mummy, jia you...I'm sure the next batch of your "ai xin" muffins will definitely be a success..and I'm waiting for them....JIA YOU!!

Mei Mei has name!

2006-07-26T14:30:00.000+08:00

Daddy and Mummy finally decided on Mei Mei's name liao...She will be call Shirlene..
I got help to choose one leh...I'm the one who pick up the letter "S" one...

Now oni left Shirlene's chinese name which they are cracking their brains...

Dinner-Fisherman's Pie

2006-07-25T19:23:00.000+08:00

Mummy made special dinner for mi today leh...She baked mi fisherman's pie...and it tasted yummy yummy..so nice....then hor...mummy and daddy even "steal" abit of my pie to eat leh!!

I Love DURIANS!

2006-07-24T21:16:00.000+08:00

Just now we went to Westmall to buy bread...then Daddy finally bought this 717 durians for Mummy at the Atrium which they have been aiming for days liao..Dunno why atrium has alot of small stalls selling alot of food...and of cos there are alot of people too...

This is the 2nd time I ate durians...(the 1st time when shu-shu gave mi..I dun dare to eat) but this time round...I enjoyed liao..keep asking for more...and when Daddy finished his share..I keep grumbling and fussing...Heng, mummy still have some left for mi...kekeke....YUMMY YUMMY!!!

I can finally walk

2006-07-17T17:09:00.000+08:00

Today I can walk unaided for many steps leh...Daddy and Mummy so proud of mi...
then Ah Ma starts to "complain" about mi..cos I wan to walk non-stop after wearing my shoes...and as I still can't walk unaided for too long...I need her to hold my hands...so she is tired from holding my hands...keke...

My Actual Birthday in the Morning!!

2006-06-28T22:28:00.000+08:00

Today is my actual Birthday...however,Daddy and Mummy have already organised a Birthday Party for mi on Sat,24/06/06..

I'm vv happy too...cos Daddy specially took leave for mi.....

In the morning, Mummy cooked Birthday mee sua, drumstick and 2 mini eggs for mi to eat..

Daddy, hurry up leh...I wan to mum-mum liao!!

Yummy, yummy..........you want some?? Nah nah boo boo...you dun have..only I get to eat...cos I'm the Birthday Boy so I'm zui da..keke!!

Birthday Dinner at Globe Trotters!!

2006-06-28T22:20:00.000+08:00

At night,we went to Globe Trotters at United Square for dinner...

and these are the food that we ordered...

This is my Birthday fried rice....but Mummy got let mi eat abit of wedges and brocolli..hehe...

Hmmm....finger lickin' good....yummy..yummy....

My One Year Old Birthday Party!!

2006-06-24T22:09:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy today..cos I'm celebrating my one year old birthday..
Daddy and Mummy have started planning and organising it 2 weeks before....and finally the day has come...

Daddy and Mummy were busy decorating the house in the day and Uncle Desmond helped to "blow" all the balloons.. :P

These are the party favours that Mummy has prepared for my friends...

Hmm..Mummy bought this giant pooh balloon for mi..but hor..I'm a little afraid of it leh..

My birthday cake and agar agar...Mummy specially chosen this Braveheart Lion agar agar cos Ryan = Lion mah...keke...

The cake is so yummy...I have eaten quite alot...shhh..dun tell Mummy hor...she doesn't know I ate so much... :P

These are the presents that I have received...

Birthday Pics with My Beloved Daddy and Mummy

2006-06-24T22:01:00.000+08:00

Hehehe..I can't keep my hands off the cake that Daddy and Mummy have to hold on to mi to prevent mi from ruining the cake and hurting my finger from the flame on my candle.. :P

Daddy gave mi the knife and Mummy helped mi to cut my 1st Birthday Cake!!

Daddy and Mummy, I LOVED YOU....and Thank You for organising such a wonderful 1st Year Old Birthday Party for MI!!!!!!!!!!!!

More Birthday Pics

2006-06-24T21:40:00.000+08:00

Hehe...Ashley as usual...likes to touch Hayden's head!

Hai Yak!! Dun u dare to sneak behind and attack mi..I noe kungfu one!!

Private Jet!

2006-05-21T22:28:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!! I have a private jet liao...Thanks to Auntie Angeline and Hayden!!

Gee..I'm so engrossed that I didn't know mummy is taking pics of mi...keke!!

Oops Mummy!! You taking pics of mi??

Spoon Trick

2006-05-19T12:14:00.000+08:00

Look!!! I'm going to perform lastest stunt: Spoon Trick!!

Yummy...Yummy...........

Mummy, I know how to spoon feed myself!!

See!! No hands!! Are you able to do it?

Nope Mummy,I'm not going to give you my spoon!!

Mummy's Birthday

2006-05-18T23:56:00.000+08:00

Today is Mummy's birthday!! She keeps asking mi to sing birthday song to her...but I dunno how to sing leh....
but I know she wants mi to be able to call her "Ma-Ma" real soon...looks like I'm going to work hard on it liao!!

and she grabbed me to take pics with her the moment she reached home!!

New Ways of Eating Pacifier

2006-05-17T23:46:00.000+08:00

Ok..today I'm going to teach you 3 new ways of eating pacifier...

Look carefully,I'm going to start now..

No. 1, just eat half of the base of the pacifier

No. 2, put the whole pacifer n half of the base in your mouth

and finally no. 3, you eat it upside down..Got it??

My New Friend

2006-05-13T23:21:00.000+08:00

This is my first indian fren. She is Daddy's colleague, Uncle Jai's daughter, Sonia...She is 5 days older than me.

Guess Who???

2006-05-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

Who is more good-looking?
Daddy Mummy
or Mi!!!

I'm being discharged!!

2006-05-11T14:58:00.000+08:00

Yippee.........I can finally go home today!!! I'm so happy and so is Mummy.....
but i still have to be on medicine and nubliser...haiz.........

Happy and Bad News

2006-05-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

Good news is that today Mummy went for her detailed scanning...and I'm going to have a Mei Mei!!
Now Daddy and Mummy are cracking their brains on her name..keke!!!

Bad news is that I have to be admitted to hospital cos I still have not recovered from my bronchitis...luckily Mummy oso admitted with mi to accompany mi....
Mummy is very sad that she cried at the clinic and at the hospital...
Daddy going to burn a very hole in his pocket on the hospital bills.... :(

Ashley's Party

2006-04-29T22:43:00.000+08:00

Today, Ashley turns one...Mummy and Daddy brought mi to attend her party...
It was fun...I get to play with Hayden and Ashley..Mummy let mi eat fried rice...kekeke... and I also like to go to the pool and play water...

Auntie Angeline and Hayden, Mummy and mi, Auntie Eve and Birthday girl,Ashley!

This is Ashley's Birthday Cake and Agar Agar...Nice hor??Wonder will I have such nice ones when my birthday comes...

Mummy cut my hair again!!

2006-04-25T14:02:00.000+08:00

Mummy cut my hair again today!! This time she cut it more straight and too short...now I look so nerdy and so "ah gong"..Daddy and Ah Ma both say not nice wor...

Zavier's and Sheryl's Bdae Party!

2006-04-13T23:30:00.000+08:00

Today Mummy brought mi to Zavier's and Sheryl's Bdae Party!! Both of them born on the same day leh and they have chalet just next to each other at Chevrons..Alot of people and babies at the party leh...
Hehe...Mummy let mi eat cake for the 1st time..yummy yummy...and I got 2 goodie bags...It was fun!!
Mummy said that she will organise one party for my Bdae too...can't wait for it to come!!

The pics are taken at Zavier's chalet...can you see the bdae boy? He is the handsome botak in striped blue shirt. But he is not facing the camera..
Mummy,you looking for mi?
This is at Sheryl's chalet.
Ryan, look at the camera and smile..

Sheryl, I look at the camera liao leh , but why you close ur eyes??

Daddy, I like this tricycle leh..Will you buy for mi??

Sob Sob..I have red butts!!

2006-04-09T23:02:00.000+08:00

Dunno y I lao sai many times today...then hor,Daddy and Mummy did not know that I poo poo at night...so they did not change my diaper in time and my butt become red red and abit pain pain...

Mummy used water to wash my butt and apply desitin cream to it. and she even blow blow and fan my red butt so that it will not be so pain pain..hopefully it will go away soon... :(

I have finally recovered

2006-04-01T16:59:00.000+08:00

YIPPEE!!!!! I have finally recovered from my fever liao and no more yucky medi to take...
But then I have alot of rashes on my face and neck...Doc said it is false measles and it will go away in a few days time...n by tt time,I will get my handsome face liao!!!

My fever is higher and I still have not recover!!

2006-03-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

Sob Sob.. I still have fever..Daddy and Mummy brought mi to see Doc last night liao...and they have to give mi medi every 6hrs ard the clock..YUCK!!! I hated the medi...and they have to force it down my throat..and Mummy keeps forcing mi to drink all sorts of water!!Cos I dun like water..so she tried barley water,gripe water,delrosa water and plain water!!

Mummy keeps carrying mi today..so shiok...and today alot of pple come and see mi leh...Got Ah Ma,Gu-gu,Gu-zhang,Da-jiejie and Godpa...WOW!!!!! So many pple sayang mi...hehe...
Then Gong-gong and Po-po oso heartpain when they know that i'm sick...

But so sad...Mummy said she is not bringing mi for BJG Class and Hayden's bdae celebration on Sat.... :(

I'm sick!!

2006-03-29T14:11:00.000+08:00

I'm sick...down with fever...Daddy and Mummy are very worried...esp Mummy...she vv heartpain...

Last Term at BJG

2006-03-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

Today is the last term of BJG..after this term most of us will be in different class liao..only left mi and Sherilyn........
Sobs sobs...so now we taking group pics.....

New Hair Cut

2006-03-15T21:34:00.000+08:00

Like my new hairstyle, nice hor?? See..I'm so proud of it,now i look so handsome...Mummy 1st time cutting hair for mi and got such gd results..not bad liao lor..

New Toys..

2006-03-05T13:08:00.000+08:00

These are the 2 toys added to my collection...play yard which Mummy said is to confine mi... and Disney Tomy Walker...

My buddies

2006-03-04T20:30:00.000+08:00

Today after BJG class,Ashley and Hayden came over to my hse n played with mi..YIPPEE!!
Tell u a "mi-mi" hor...but u can't tell Auntie Eve hor..sshhh...wait she dun like mi anymore..she brought Ashley over cos Ashley's daddy not in town...

No lah,actually they came over cos they made playdough for us to play..Auntie Angeline oso come...mummy so paisay..cos most of the playdough is made by Auntie Angeline...

Hayden dun look at mi..come and join mi...

2nd day of Chinese New Year

2006-01-30T23:50:00.000+08:00

Hehe...today i get to wear new clothes too cos need to go visiting!! Nice and stylo right?? Mummy brought for mi one leh...

Mummy said she wans to take pic with mi in my stylo outfit..hehe...

My 1st Chinese New Year!!

2006-01-29T23:39:00.000+08:00

Today I'm so excited and happi cos this is my 1st Chinese New Year!! I get to wear new clothes and lotsa of hongbaos!!

Happy New Year!! Gong Xi Gong Xi!!

Mi with my dearest Daddy and Mummy at Gu-gu's hse!!

X'mas Day

2005-12-25T14:41:00.000+08:00

Jingle bells..Jingle bells..Jingle all the way!! Yippee.........today is X'mas!! hehe..I so excited that I wake up early in the morning..and bathe nice nice...cos mummy's frens are coming in the afternoon..

1st X'mas Celebration with my Buddies

2005-12-17T22:05:00.000+08:00

This is my 1st X'mas celebration with my buddies,Hayden and Ashley...and this is my x'mas tree...NICE BOH???hmm..I have to be in my bumbo cos I still can sit up on my own to take pic...
WOW!!! Today I oso received my 1st x'mas pressie from Auntie Angeline and Auntie Eve...
Hehe...Ashley and I are more interested in the pressies than taking pic...Hayden is getting all ready for pic taking...

Swimming!!

2005-11-20T15:29:00.000+08:00

Today Daddy and Mummy decided to bring me go swimming...i'm so excited cos 1st time leh... unfortunately cannot take pics at the swimming pool..so Daddy took pics of mi n Mummy in my nice nice swim suit...

I'm finally here after a long 9mths wait!!

2005-06-28T22:21:00.000+08:00

I'm finally here!!!...Mummy delivered mi at 8.33am....this is my 1st cry in the delivery ward..

I'm back to Mummy's ward after a few hours...yawnz...I'm so sleepy.

12 weeks old

2004-12-22T23:19:00.000+08:00

This is mi in Mummy's tummy when I'm 12 weeks old...GEE...I look like a baby instead of a beanie liao right??

My 1st Pic

2004-11-10T23:40:00.000+08:00

Tis is how I look like...a small beanie...and tis is the first time daddy and mummy saw mi!!