My Lil' Darlings...

Thoughts-My Ryan has turned 3

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Wed, 02 Jul 2008 16:03:00 +0000

Time really flies, still remember 3 years back, 28 June 2005, this time of the year, I delivered Ryan and now my darling boy has turned 3.

Somehow don't know why, suddenly have alot of mixed feelings when my darling Ryan turned 3. Guess I can't believed that I have been a mummy for 3 years already, not only to one darling but a mummy to two darlings.
Is so UNBELIEVEABLE!!

Can't really imagine, a small baby growing and staying in my tummy, for nine months, now have become so big and growing bigger everyday.

It is very amazing how motherhood is and how it has transformed me. IT has taught me alot of things, and I'm still learning everyday. Besides that it also makes me do alot of things that I never thought that I will do. Things that I'm afraid to do but still I have to pluck up my courage to do it for them. It sort of like "brush" and gear me up to be more brave for the sake of my kids.

Most important lesson that I have learned - SELF-LESS LOVE. I cannot be as wilful as before, cannot be self-centered. I have to think of them in everything I do. I will do anything for them, even to the expense of sacrificing myself, putting down my pride etc.

There are alot of ups and downs, hardships..the road is definitely not easy, in fact quite bumpy but of cos there are alot of joys and laughter along the way.

Many things have happened and everything happened too fast. It made me realised that most of the time in life, we tend to take alot of things for granted. We will only start to treasure what we have when something suddenly happened and we have lost it.

Very sadly and unfortunately, i'm one of such people. I used to think that there is always time but in fact, time waits for no one. If you don't seize the moment and do it, you will never have another chance. Just like my darlings' childhood, once I missed it, it will always be lost. In life, we do not always get a second chance, so we should grab it while we can.

Often it is already too late when we come to this realisation. I try to seek for answers but realised there is no answers to everything and that's life.

I have always wished to marry a man that I loved whom also loved me back and accept me for who I am. Together, we will build up a family that belongs solely to us. We will have our own children - one boy and one girl. Our boy will be the eldest and our girl will be the youngest. We will raise them up, watch them grow up, graduate, work, start a family of their own, the arrival of our grandchildren and growing old together.
This has always been my dreams. IT all came true for the first few parts.

What is HAPPINESS? I realised that very very little and simple things in life can be a form of Happiness. This is what my happiness is. I could not have ask for more and I should not have any regrets already.

You never know,
when you'll find,
what your heart is yearning for,
all you seek,
could be there,
just a breath away.

What I have always wanted - is right here in my arms. They are the best things that have ever happened to me.
I should count my blessings, treasure it and be contented with what I have:
MY precious darlings - Ryan and Chloe!

It's magic, when you are here beside me
Close your eyes and let me hold you tight
Everything, that I could ever need is
Right here in my arms tonight

My love... Is always with you
Whether near or far
How sweet to hold you
Right here in my arms tonight

I do not know what will happen tomorrow, the day after tomorrow or in the future. Who knows I may not be around tomorrow or live long enough to watch my darlings grow up.

But I do know that just like every mother in this world, my greatest wish is that my darlings will be healthy, grow up to be a good and useful person and most important of all, be HAPPY always, have a positive outlook and never GIVE UP in life no matter what happens.

Mummy loves you!

Back again

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Wed, 02 Jul 2008 15:34:00 +0000

Guess people might be wondering..what happen to me? After I put down i'm back in action and then i disappear again.
Well, now I'm really back.so just bear with me for the time being and be patient. :P

Ryan's 3rd Birthday-in childcare

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Fri, 27 Jun 2008 15:40:00 +0000

Today Ryan celebrated his birthday in childcare with his friends.

I have prepared goody bags and cupcakes for each child.

Alantis

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Thu, 26 Jun 2008 17:25:00 +0000

Took leave today as I brought goody bags and cupcakes to Ryan's Childcare Centre for the kids.

Late afternoon,after Ryan and Chloe woke up from their naps. Initially wanted to bring them to the museum to see Mozart but no time. So in the end, I brought them to Alantis instead.

Finally!! I'm back in action!!

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Mon, 24 Mar 2008 16:23:00 +0000

It has been a long time since I last updated this blog.
After a long time and hard time...I finally managed to get into my blog with my google account..I can start updating now..YIPPEE!!!!!!

Which hairstyle is nicer?

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Thu, 07 Dec 2006 15:37:00 +0000

Which hairstyle suits mi better, with hair or botak?? I prefer to have hair leh .. and I can't wait for my hair to grow long long, so that Mummy can put on those nice nice hairclips which she has bought for mi!! ;P

Barney Barney Barney!

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Thu, 07 Dec 2006 15:09:00 +0000

Today mummy brought mi to see Barney again..and this time,is with Auntie Eve,Ashley,Auntie Edi and Esher...it was super diiiii fun!!
We even took pic with Barney,BJ and Baby Bop..

Hey, look..my backpack nice or not??

It is a Barney backpack which mummy bought for mi!!! hehe...Ashley also has one..nice siah!!

2 days before turning 2 mths old!

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Mon, 04 Dec 2006 15:29:00 +0000

Today, Daddy suddenly took out the camera to take pics of mi!! Look at how much I have grown..more hair now.. :)

Double eyelids

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Sun, 19 Nov 2006 15:23:00 +0000

Hmm..wonder why today the double eyelid on my right eye came out..so now I have pretty double eyelids... can see boh??

Ryan and Chloe

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Tue, 07 Nov 2006 06:26:00 +0000

This Ryan ah..ask him to take pics with Chloe,he gives mi so many patterns..like very shy like that..

Ryan and Chloe

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Thu, 19 Oct 2006 03:47:00 +0000

Finally managed to take a pic of Ryan and Chloe together...is tough trying to take pic of both of them.

I'm Lil' Chloe

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Tue, 05 Sep 2006 16:36:00 +0000

Hello!! I'm lil' Chloe!! I can't wait to see everyone and the world that I decided to come out on 6 Sept at 9.39pm...

I have another new TOY!

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Mon, 07 Aug 2006 05:30:00 +0000

Initially Mummy bought the stylo milo Tefal kitchen set for mi..but hor..it is too small liao...so she went to exchange for other things.. and bought mi this bigger kitchen set..

It was being delivered to us on Sat, Daddy quickly assembled for mi as I can't wait to play with it...keke... :P

My 1st Kitchen Set

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Wed, 02 Aug 2006 11:46:00 +0000

Mummy bought me,my 1st Kitchen Set and it is Tefal one...so stylo milo...got sound and light somemore...when you open the oven,the light will lit up.. I enjoyed playing with it..

hmm..where should I put this chicken?

WOW..the stove got light and sound one..

Young Picasso

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Tue, 01 Aug 2006 11:41:00 +0000

Hmm...look at drawing that I drew...Do I look like a young Picasso??
Daddy said the drawing looks like a dancing ant...What do you think?? :P

Mummy's ai xin muffins

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Mon, 31 Jul 2006 15:30:00 +0000

Inspired by Auntie Tang Ling...Mummy decided to have another go in baking her ai xin muffins for mi...

This time round, the muffins can be considered successful lah..cos it can be eaten...n mummy gave mi some to eat...yummy yummy...nice nice..though mummy only gave mi some(cos is already 9 plus at night liao), but i still ate it happily...anyway she promised to give mi more tomorrow...

New receipe

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Mon, 31 Jul 2006 01:41:00 +0000

Nowadays, mummy quite on into baking and making new dishes for mi...cos she thinks that I must be feeling very bored eating almost the same kind of food everyday...

So,she starts by steaming fish with abit of soya sauce,olive oil and water...then stir-fry vege.., baked muffins(which I don't get to eat cos too hard liao) and even baked mi fisherman's pie...

Ya hor...and not forgetting,we went BBQ on sat...and mummy bbq this salmon with lemon in aluminium foil for mi to eat...

Yesterday,she cooked broccoli porridge and baked cheese salmon for mi to eat..quite nice leh...

Mummy's "Ai Xin" Muffins

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Wed, 26 Jul 2006 13:49:00 +0000

Mummy tried baking some "ai xin" muffins just now...but she baked it in the oven for too long liao..so the muffins became very hard..like biscuits...
hence I dun get to eat it... :(
but nevermind...Mummy, jia you...I'm sure the next batch of your "ai xin" muffins will definitely be a success..and I'm waiting for them....JIA YOU!!

Mei Mei has name!

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Wed, 26 Jul 2006 06:30:00 +0000

Daddy and Mummy finally decided on Mei Mei's name liao...She will be call Shirlene..
I got help to choose one leh...I'm the one who pick up the letter "S" one...

Now oni left Shirlene's chinese name which they are cracking their brains...

Dinner-Fisherman's Pie

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Tue, 25 Jul 2006 11:23:00 +0000

Mummy made special dinner for mi today leh...She baked mi fisherman's pie...and it tasted yummy yummy..so nice....then hor...mummy and daddy even "steal" abit of my pie to eat leh!!

I Love DURIANS!

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Mon, 24 Jul 2006 13:16:00 +0000

Just now we went to Westmall to buy bread...then Daddy finally bought this 717 durians for Mummy at the Atrium which they have been aiming for days liao..Dunno why atrium has alot of small stalls selling alot of food...and of cos there are alot of people too...

This is the 2nd time I ate durians...(the 1st time when shu-shu gave mi..I dun dare to eat) but this time round...I enjoyed liao..keep asking for more...and when Daddy finished his share..I keep grumbling and fussing...Heng, mummy still have some left for mi...kekeke....YUMMY YUMMY!!!

I can finally walk

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Mon, 17 Jul 2006 09:09:00 +0000

Today I can walk unaided for many steps leh...Daddy and Mummy so proud of mi...
then Ah Ma starts to "complain" about mi..cos I wan to walk non-stop after wearing my shoes...and as I still can't walk unaided for too long...I need her to hold my hands...so she is tired from holding my hands...keke...

My Actual Birthday in the Morning!!

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Wed, 28 Jun 2006 14:28:00 +0000

Today is my actual Birthday...however,Daddy and Mummy have already organised a Birthday Party for mi on Sat,24/06/06..

I'm vv happy too...cos Daddy specially took leave for mi.....

In the morning, Mummy cooked Birthday mee sua, drumstick and 2 mini eggs for mi to eat..

Daddy, hurry up leh...I wan to mum-mum liao!!

Yummy, yummy..........you want some?? Nah nah boo boo...you dun have..only I get to eat...cos I'm the Birthday Boy so I'm zui da..keke!!

Birthday Dinner at Globe Trotters!!

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Wed, 28 Jun 2006 14:20:00 +0000

At night,we went to Globe Trotters at United Square for dinner...

and these are the food that we ordered...

This is my Birthday fried rice....but Mummy got let mi eat abit of wedges and brocolli..hehe...

Hmmm....finger lickin' good....yummy..yummy....

My One Year Old Birthday Party!!

noreply@blogger.com (ZheLins' Mummy) — Sat, 24 Jun 2006 14:09:00 +0000

I'm so happy today..cos I'm celebrating my one year old birthday..
Daddy and Mummy have started planning and organising it 2 weeks before....and finally the day has come...

Daddy and Mummy were busy decorating the house in the day and Uncle Desmond helped to "blow" all the balloons.. :P

These are the party favours that Mummy has prepared for my friends...

Hmm..Mummy bought this giant pooh balloon for mi..but hor..I'm a little afraid of it leh..

My birthday cake and agar agar...Mummy specially chosen this Braveheart Lion agar agar cos Ryan = Lion mah...keke...

The cake is so yummy...I have eaten quite alot...shhh..dun tell Mummy hor...she doesn't know I ate so much... :P

These are the presents that I have received...